self absorbed lately

I’ve been super self-absorbed lately.

I decided to make a list of my personality traits. Ask yourself if you would be my friend after reading this. I don’t know if I would be my friend.

Judgmental in a sneaky way
Self-absorbed
Jealous in a sneaky way
Possessive in a sneaky way
Lively
Passionate
Open
Honest


Intelligent but it doesn’t always show
Easily hurt
I cannot handle being teased
I take everytthiiinggg to heart


Gullible
Untrusting, but I don’t show it
Blunt, but not mean
Self critical to the extreme


High self confidence but low self esteem
I take too much pride in my accomplishments
I can sometimes put others before myself in extreme ways


Equally Selfish and Selfless
Extremely silly
Don’t know when to stop
Extremely persistent
Determined
Probing


Extremely curious


I have a reaaally hard time with failure
Competitive in a sneaky way (except when it’s an open competition)
I think I’m really open minded, but I don’t know if that’s true.
Easy going in most cases, except when competitive or in a bad mood


My moods are extreme but they don’t switch in extreme ways (ie- when I’m upset it’s INTENSE when I’m happy I’m veeeeryyy happy, but these don’t switch fast/often)


sensitive, but not overly
I can be really impulsive
I need a lot of alone time, often prefer solitude


I have a hard time resisting temptation

I have an addictive personality
I can’t stand it when people don’t like me
Talkative
Ridiculously friendly
Good girl vibe
Interruptive
Interrogative
Chill vibe


I am a good friend BUT
I have a hard time making plans with others because I feel as if something goes wrong it’s all my fault and they won’t like me


I neglect the people that love me the most to try to win the affection of those who love me the least


I am extremely real and always myself BUT
I definitely try to please others, especially when I feel awkward around them
Awkward
Likable
Odd
Empathetic
Intuitive


I feel with aalll my heart soul and mind

My emotions are very deep and at the core